Interpretation of Dreams, for My Daughter

published in Jivin' Ladybug

In my dreams sometimes I relive the thrilling first

 

sleep of a small,  sated innocent.  No howling,

 

primal  twilight.  No monstrous, beating

 

heart rattling  the crib.

 

Someone’s mom

 

(or is it me?) devours every

 

creeping horror.

 

Awakening, I am clueless,

 

bruised deaf, screaming like a fish.

 

Maybe mothering is only a question

 

of which chunk is eating whom?

 

Ritualistically, I might squirt

 

menstrual hexes across

 

the sheets. I might chant crone’s wisdom.  Or mumble a prayer

 

against the scary future.  But I don’t

 

do anything,

 

I just dream. Some dreams

 

are also prayers.  The best ones recall

 

the naked grin, the bare brine tongue

 

of a slumbering angel.